Saturday, 31 December 2011

The Bobby Darin Closer


















Off comes the make up
Off comes the clown's disguise
The curtain’s
fallin'
The music softly dies.

But I hope your smilin'
As
you're filin’ out the door
As
they say in this biz
That's all there is … there isn't anymore.

We've shared a moment
And
as the moment ends
I got a funny feelin'
We're parting now as friends.

Your cheers and laughter will linger after
They've torn down these dusty walls
If I
had this to do again
And the evening were new again
I would spend it with you again
But
now the curtain falls.

Your
cheers and laughter will linger after
They've torn down these dusty walls
People
say I was made for this
Nothin’ else would I trade for this
And just think I get paid for this …
“Goodnight ladies and gentlemen and God love you, thank you.”

Time for me to go folks. Thanks muchly for your support. The two reasons I started this blog have ceased - one person can't access a computer to read the blog and the other won't. So I've probably told you far too much (a major fault), but hopefully I've shown you something you haven't seen, or taken you to a place you've never been before. Thanks for coming on the ride with me. Burn brightly - all my love, Pete

Friday, 30 December 2011

Women on the 6th Floor

I sat in a cinema yesterday watching the delightful french comedy The Women on the 6th Floor.  A lovely diversion for over 2 hours, with some great actors (Fabrice Luchini is a great actor and Carmen Maura is always wonderful value no matter how small her role) and a simple if somewhat predictable script. As a failed actor, I'm always drawn to character and as a writer I'm always beguiled by plot - no great surprises here, but the performances were wonderful.

The experience was marred by my own failings - a devastating nosebleed in the middle of the movie at the point where the boss is enlightened. I left my bewildered friend to head off to the bathroom and recover and I'm getting better at detecting the problem and rectifying it quickly of late. It seems whenever I'm under stress, the body betrays me - another reason to get fit and another reason to de-stress. Christmas has not been a time of great cheer in my life with stresses and situations I was pushed into that I didn't want to be a part of. Let's hope the roll-over into the leap year enables new starts and we all can have another chance at it - just like the boss on the fifth floor.
Burn brightly, Pete

Thursday, 29 December 2011

Keep me Running

Bought a new pair of sneakers a few weeks ago and started running again, gradually building up to 6km. I used to run a long time ago and was doing about 15km a day and have run on and off over the years. I decided it was time to lose weight and try and get into some sort of shape. Last night I managed to damage my heel and my right knee hasn't been in great shape as I've been laboring up hills in the early hours of the morning.

 I tend to run late at night when the heat of the day is gone, less traffic is on the roads and there is less chance of people seeing this tired and pathetic figure hauling itself through Brisbane streets at 1am in the morning. I'd forgotten what Brisbane sounds and smells like late at night and how friendly late night pedestrians can be - The last few nights I've had conversations with total strangers in the wee small hours of the morning. Currently I'm on my own in the house for the next few days and will spend most of my time reading and hobbling and waiting to get back out there... the physical can be a great remedy for insomnia of course. So if anyone knows of a great pain killer and muscle relaxant rolled into one, let me know. I'm hoping I can plug in my iPod and hit the Brisbane bitumen again soon.


Running allows me to kill two birds with one stone as I do the physical thing ( which if you saw me, you'd agree I need to do something), but it also allows for the mental sifting and re-evaluating that I'm desperately trying to work through before teaching starts again next year. I'd like to be in shape both physically and mentally for my students and am hoping this year shapes up better than this one gone. Last year, someone who was close to me accused me of being highly competitive - and maybe she was right to a degree - but only with myself. And I have to admit I was quietly chuffed when I saw the academic scores come out the other day and how well we'd placed. So yes, I am a competitor and this is the year I'm determined to wear out rather than rust out. Now its all down to the two questions I ask myself each night after pounding the pavements - "What did I achieve today?" and "How could I have done it better?"
Burn brightly, Pete

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Wednesday, 28 December 2011

Hung Out to Chai with Old Friends

I've spent the afternoon with old and dear friends today - drinking chai, telling tall tales and catching up on where our children are. Russell and Jillian Hung are currently up from Sydney for their Christmas visit - doing the family and friends visiting thing - and it was a wonderful thing to be able sit and chat about old times. The Hungs have been a permanent fixture in my life for over 30 years - I first met Russ when I was 20 and we started playing in bands together a year or two later when he replaced our drummer. Russell and Jillian were both Salvation Army officers when they met, fell in love, married and headed off to save the world. A few years later both were very disenchanted and left to pursue very different paths.

Russell played in Sydney bands, did sound, taught guitar in school and Jillian ended up doing research projects and working towards a cure for cancer in women. Meanwhile they had four beautiful children ranging in ages from 24 to 5 and now Russ has returned to the Salvos. He's spent a year in Sydney's western suburbs working in rehab and work centres and has just  learnt he's now returning to preaching and pastoring a Sydney church in Dural (sort of like Samford in Brisbane). He's happy and Jillian will continue with her important work because the Salvos have seen the light and Officers don't need to be married to officers like they were in the past!

So we spent the afternoon catching up on mutual friends - finding out where Neil (Levels) Colledge is (MD for casinos in Singapore; Ross Colledge is working on the NBN here in Brisbane, digging up yards in South Brisbane and playing in his 3 piece band FJ Blues; after leaving Shania Twain's band in the US, Randall Waller is now back in Ausralia playing for Rose Tattoo(!); brother John Waller (Avion), Billy Neilsen (Idea) and Steve Henderson are all working together in an Everly Brothers Show in Sydney, and off course keyboard player and arranger/composer Tom Howard is sadly no longer with us having died of a heart attack in the States earlier this year.

I still have fond memories of Tom and Dori sitting in my lounge room chatting and us sharing lunch here in Brisbane a lifetime ago. Tom and Russ were talking on Facebook one day and the next day Tom was gone (he was about 3 years older than me) and I couldn't believe it when we heard of his heart attack. A lovely man who created some great albums, orchestrated and scored so many others for friends and was moving backwards and forwards across the States scoring movies in Hollywood when he died. The first time we met, he kicked me off the grand piano at Mayne Hall at UQ when I was doing the sound check and blew me away. An amazing talent that will be missed.

Tim Hills has given away Jimmy Styles having gotten bored with the venture. They took out Triple J's Band of the Year thingy a few years ago but Tim decided to fold the band this year. He's still teaching music to handicapped kids and is currently writing his movie script. I'm hoping to catch up with him in the New Year and see how it's all progressing.
Rob Davidson seems to be another international muso - shuffling around the planet with trips to London and Prague and Vancouver. Toplogy goes from strength to strength for Rob and this year they played international festivals, as well as working with the multi-talented Kransky sisters. Earlier this year I sat in his lounge room watching old clips of me playing keyboards a Festival Hall with Rob in the early eighties (funny how so many of my mates have kicked on to bigger and better things and I'm still drawing pictures for a living).

And it was good to hear about the non-musos as well - Dr John Harrison is in the school of Journalism at UQ, teaching ethics and doing research projects; (I managed to catch up with John and Julie last week after far too long and it was great to hear what they were doing and how their kids we going as well). Brother Prof Pete Harrison has left Oxford and is heading up a new Department in European Studies at UQ (Does Pete count as non-muso? Pete and Carol and the kids have re-settled here in brissy after a five year absence in Oxford where Pete had his own chair. I think Russ and I played together with Pete for a brief while in between Pete and the Boys and BluePrint but our memories are failing these days). Youngest brother, Dr Scott Harrison is heading up the Young Conservatorium here at Griffith Uni in Brisbane.

Dr Bruce Redman, another mutual friend of Russ and I, is also working at UQ - the last time I worked with Bruce in film was when he'd finished shooting with Steve Mason (DOP on Strictly Ballroom) before he headed off to fame and fortune in the US - another lovely talented man. It was great to hear he has the academic gig at UQ - when we shot commercials together I always believed Bruce was far too big a talent to waste it selling carpeting and dog food.

And old mate Ross Clark is back at the academic game at UQ and QUT as well doing bits here and there when he's not playing ukelele in the BUMS. Ross has a new love in his life after an absolutely tragic year and we're expecting some great new love poems soon.

And as for the Boucher family -Rod and Vivi Boucher are still in the UK working with unemployed and mentally ill people (great YouTube clip of Rod busking somewhere in the UK - you've still got it buddy and I'm dusting off the libretto for that musical again this year so expect a letter soon). They were due to return to Oz early in 2012 but plans have been delayed;

And there's the amazing Boucher daughters - musicians, artists, actors, writers, mums. Dave & Dani are in the north of England and have given up on the Paris movie unable to get funding for the thriller. They're still doing the international performance stuff with BedlamOz, performing as Slinkies and with their giant inflatables shows - opening airports in Singapore, playing for the Queen... routine stuff;  Ben & Becca are also in London and I think Ben is doing session work while Becca is getting funding for her doco. She is currently unsigned to any record label, but has a new band called Belle O;


Butterfly Boucher is on world tour at the moment - based in Nashville and in love. Her second album finally came out last year with A& M and she's had a big hit with a song on Grey's Anatomy on TV.  She is currently producing Missy Higgins' third album; Sunshine and Nathan are still in Adelaide and Sunny is being a mum as well as producing artwork having had a recent exhibition;

Eden and David were here in Australia recently doing a Lover's Electric tour - lovely to see them and also for them to have a sell out crowd her in Brissy. They've released their second album with Sony and they're back to Germany at the moment to shift house from their current base in Berlin and return to London in the next few months. They have a fantastic website with their latest music video up online which is a beauty!

Angelle Boucher married her model husband in August this year and is still doing the international modelling thing in Japan and Hungary etc, as well as releasing her own fashion line recently. Angelle has been modelling for the last 8 or 9 years gracing the front covers of magazines (like Italian Vogue when she was only 16!) and wearing some of the world's most famous fashion labels.

...and the youngest, Harmony, completed the world tour as Aussie diva Kylie Minogue's guitarist and has returned to London to be offered 2 recording contracts - one as a solo artist and the other with her band Vuvuvultures, whilst also working on a modelling career. Harmony Boucher is well represented onYouTube if you haven't seen what the baby (Good grief -she's 23 now!) of the family is capable of. Whew! Do Your Dreams as Rod says!

So if you're and old friend reading this and are wondering where we all are, that may be of some help filling in the gaps.

Burn brightly, Pete


Burn Out Bright




















Does it have to start with a broken heart
Broken dreams and bleeding parts
We were young and the world was clear
But young ambition disappears
I swore it would never come to this
The average, the obvious

I'm still discontented down here
I'm still discontented

If we've only got one try
If we've only got one life
If time was never on our side
Then before I die
I want to burn out bright

A spark ignites
In time and space
Limping through this human race
You bite and claw your way back home
But you're running the wrong way

The future is a question mark
Of kerosene and electric sparks
There's still fire in you yet
Yeah there's still fire in you!

I keep cleaning up the mess I've made
I won't run away
I can't sleep in the bed I've made

Tuesday, 27 December 2011

Our Finest Hour

“Every day we slaughter our finest impulses. That is why we get a heartache when we read those lines written by the hand of a master and recognize them as our own, as the tender shoots which we stifled because we lacked the faith to believe in our own powers, our own criterion of truth and beauty. Every man, when he gets quiet, when he becomes desperately honest with himself, is capable of uttering profound truths. We all derive from the same source. there is no mystery about the origin of things. We are all part of creation, all kings, all poets, all musicians; we have only to open up, only to discover what is already there."
                                           – Henry Miller (born Boxing Day, 1891)

Jack London's Credo


I would rather be ashes than dust!
I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot.
I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet.
The function of man is to live, not to exist.
I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them.
I shall use my time.

Monday, 26 December 2011

BURN BRIGHTLY!

“Meditation is old and honorable, so why should I
not sit, every morning of my life, on the hillside,
looking into the shining world? Because, properly
attended to, delight, as well as havoc, is suggestion.
Can one be passionate about the just, the
ideal, the sublime, and the holy, and yet commit
to no labor in its cause? I don’t think so.

All summations have a beginning, all effect has a
story, all kindness begins with the sown seed.
Thought buds toward radiance. The gospel of
light is the crossroads of — indolence, or action.

Be ignited, or be gone.
”

—What I Have Learned So Far by Mary Oliver

Wednesday, 7 December 2011

Last Post

Apologies dear reader, but I'm about to take a hard-earned break for a week or five. With school now over, I need to catch my breath, take stock and re-prioritize which means blogging is taking a break until next year. These past few weeks have been quite lean on the blogosphere for a variety of reasons so it could be a good time to taper off.

This week I head north for a while with my daughter in the lead-up to Christmas. So like many of you, I'll spend time with family - possibly one of the most important of gifts is when we give up our time to be alongside others. This year has been one of ups and downs for me - particularly in relationships. If Christmas is about giving and new beginnings, may this season be one of hope. Thanks for your support  and may your star burn brightly this season, Pete.

Sunday, 4 December 2011




Tomas Rucker : Nudes on the Rocks

I've posted works by Tomas Rucker in the past and his photographs of nudes are balanced finely on the line between erotic photos and fine art photography. He has an excellent web site of black and white photos and handmade Knives he designs himself. I'll let the viewer decide....





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“The imagination is the spur of delights… all depends upon it, it is the mainspring of everything; now, is it not by means of the imagination one knows joy? Is it not of the imagination that the sharpest pleasures arise?” 
                       – Marquis de Sade


Anti-aging Goggles


My daughter seems to spend an inordinate amount of money on beauty products so I was amused to see this alternative on a Japanese designer site and thought it was worth sharing. These brilliantly designed glasses are designed to rid you of those those wrinkles starting to appear near your eyes. Slip on these goggle-style glasses and you won't look tired and old any more! Just wearing the Mejikara for 5 minutes every day will improve the appearance of your face.
On the inside of the Mejikara there are specially-designed ridges which massage and help your skin. It puts gentle pressure on the skin and pushes those sagging eyes back up to where they once were! And the price? Just $60US and they'll post worldwide for another $20. Ahh - what price beauty and think of all the savings on cosmetic creams.

Ashiato

"Ashiato" means footprint and your family could leave some interesting prints in the sand with these clever and fun children's sandals. The colorful wooden designer footwear are perfect for the beach and come in five versions, each with their own color and creature "footprint". Wooden sandals have long been a part of Japanese culture and the extension to these forms was an obvious step (pardon the pun).

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I don't believe people are looking for the meaning of life as much as they are looking for the experience of being alive.
                                        - Joseph Campbell

Barbara Cole: Finale (White Noise Series) 2006


Del Kathryn Barton - The Last Night as My Life as a Cat (2005)